So my post of 2010 is going to be a rant...
Work is killing me lately. I am so fucking tired of carrying the entire restaurant. I know I take too much on but it is my job. I simply can not change the way I am...hopefully things will get easier for me...oh, also I have a ton of online classes to complete for work too. Ugh.
Home is not so great either...R and I are fighting. He has hurt me once again. I am not claiming innocence in it but I am not the one going online and making things worse...its hard to make ammends with someone you are angry with, u know. I just wish things would even out and we could just be a normal, happy couple. I want some affection...not just sexual advances. I need someone who is mine, and only mine...not trying to go out on me every chance he gets.
Thats about it. Work blows and home sucks.
Justin, spun out.
