This is my first post in the new year...hope it is a happy one for everyone.
My New Year's this year was kinda dull...which is ok with me. At least it was not horrible and there was no drama or bullshit.
Things have changed a little for me. I am now working at Subway. I started today and it was not bad. Of course it was my first day and you never can tell that soon...but so far, so good. At least it is daytime hours...which means I can be home at night with R.
Speaking of R... he and I are doing alright lately. There has been quite a few little spats but overall nothing major. This could change as I am typing this so wish me luck.
I am just at odds right now. So much can change, should change for me but I am so impatient. I am so fucking ready for things to turn around for me. I just cant stand waiting anymore. Soon I will have a car ( most likely not a car I really want but still a car ) and things will really change then. I will prolly get a second job to save some duckets should I need them...just in case my car should break down or perhaps need to find a place to live. I sure hope not but you just never know.
Well, it's 2009 and I cant believe it. I was not ready to let go of 2008...I had more to accomplish in that year. Damn it, 2009 will be the year I make it all happen. No more sitting around...
Justin, hopeful
